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Thought of the day:: Out of so many things tt I'll miss in Singapore, i will miss my church frens most.....
Frens u made in church are a pillar of strength isnt it? Im so glad i made so much frens in the one year i am in youth, cleared up a misunderstanding, made GOOD frens...... now that im gonna leave for 2 years.... i really do have mixed feelings. not that i have been in youth for very long, but frenships are hard to come by, eh? specially good frenshipz. They have been my pillar of strength when im down and filled wif problems. some cheers me up wif my favourite "animal", some introduce me a song to encourage me, some lent their ears to listen to me, some gave advice to me, some made me look on the brighter side of stuff, some prayed for me, some hugged me, some gave a pat on my shoulders, some made me smile, some jus gave a smile... mostly jus by being there. all the way from the beginning til now that im leaving, no doubt there are lotsa ups and downs, and God's really good to provide me wif frens whom i can share wif and lessen my burden to (hahaha!!) To who's ever that is reading, i jus wanna say THANX!!!!, u know who u are, i really appreciate the IT!!!!!! not that im not going to church when im in brisbane, and not that im not going to make any new church frens when im there, but, i dun jus grab any peter, mark or john to share my problems wif lo... hah... :P not tt im a problematic girl, jus that i will miss the ability to share my problems or sad stuff or angui stuff or ups and downs wif u... HA! ANYWAYZ...... WOAH... why am i saying all these?? hahaha... perhaps is becoz im kinda down today..... some stuff that i jus cannot accept and got upset over, some words that hurt, some accusations that made my heart sunk.... im not angui, im jus sad.... why are things like tt?? itz already so hard and YOU have to made things worse... not as if im asking alot from u, im all alone facing and doing all these stuff, why must u use such a harsh approach?? do u know im upset?? do u know im so tired?? do u know ALL the things i have done?? do u knw wat im going through?? wat do u know?? i knw u dun mean it, but ur words stab like a dagger, right through my ribs and into my heart then outta my back... God.... help.... please heal this deep deep wound..... forgiveness Lord... and all the hatred.... and all the sadness erased.....then dinner wif benson and max made things alittle better...future alittle brighter.... food taste alittle nicer.... thank God for frens.... they are juz there when u needed them....... [lEfT oUr pRiNtZ__*__sIlLyGiRl] at 1:03 pm
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