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Thought of the day:: Im back at this sucky place...
i sobbed all the way from the departure gate to the air plane til it took off til e seat belt sign goes off til the food was served til the lights out til the plane touched down...... going back was a good break for me, very good one, as i could get awayz from everything here for a while but the coming back part was definately the toughest. 10 dayz was too little time to do so many things. but i spent my 10dayz really fruitfully and i would go thru the whole trama of being sad when i left, again to experience the times i had for that 10 dayz. sounds amazing? yah, im amazed by my own words too. hahaha :P i reached home and started unpacking wif YY toking to me. i told her i wanted to go back singapore already and i havent even unpacked yet!! YY has been a really good fren and cheering me up whenever i feel the depression coming in. no matter how much she saves and not wanting to go out and eat, she would suggest going out to eat wif me when i fell depressed... i know tt she's very good as a fren :) and i really appreciated it alotz... and i msged her that i didnt wanna come back here and she asked me to DRAG MYSELF HERE PLEASE!!! hahaha i was tokin to her, telling her how much i wanted to go back to singapore already and how i sobbed my way here and she actually made sushi for me to eat!! heee... i was so touched... i feel okie rite now though i wanted to go home very badly tto lahz.... i can onli go home in nov... my mum was expecting me onli then lor.... sad.... i mean... haiz... she didnt even had the intention to see me in july!!! haiz.... wat happened man...hmmm... sadz.... her last words before i went into the departure gates was... "study hard and time will pass very fast and u will be back in no time in NOVEMBER" !!!!!!!! wat!!!?? how can that be?? from my mummy?? does she know how much and how badly i want to stay in singapore?!?!?! haiz... i would promised to be a good girl.... :( *sobz* haiz.. i dowan to think abt it liaoz... later i sob again... haiz.... anywayz.... i miss home already and i know i'm missed badly too!! heee... :) although so much things happened when i got back but i managed to spent my time like how i spent it during the best time in my life... and spent it like.... so nice lor... really lor... i dunno how to describe and dunno how to express myself lahz... heeee... jus so special to me. *wink* i was so happy. which makes the coming back here so difficult, extra diffcult... i really dowann to leave and dowanna go... really.. the moment i told the plane was really flying off already, i jus couldnt stop crying... and i delayed till like 8:55 before goin in even though the flight was at 9:15....and i was really dragging my feet in... i didnt wanna turn my head back after going in as i knew how difficult it was to then walked away once again... seeing them waving to me... i reallly hoped i would missed the flight and not come back..... a heavy heart i had to carry and let go off the things and times we had for the pass 10 dayz... the hug was the onli last thing i could do and even though it was like in a comfort zone, i knew tt after this very hug i had to go.... i had to leave..... its was undescribably difficult... urgh.. i hate it... hate it... hate it!!!! ................................................................................................................................................... [lEfT oUr pRiNtZ__*__sIlLyGiRl] at 1:46 am
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