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Thought of the day:: There's NOTHING my GOD cannot do!!!
anybody who agree with me clap ur hands!! *clap clap* okie.. im feeling kinda crappy... i think i sound crappy too... maybe its the lack of slp... maybe its the lack of rest.. maybe it the lack of something... BUT God fills up eveything that i lack... every holes that ive got... He's so good to me!!! *winkz* LIVERPOOL won 3- nil to NORWICH CITY.... yeah... NORWICH CITY ..... well its still a win anywayz... kekeke skipper steven gerrard is out of action for 2 months... great... why is he always injurned... thanz to the rough man u players lahz... i went to get planet shakers cd this afternoon!! finally!!! hehehe YEAH!! i couldnt wait till i go back singapore liaoz lahz... afterwhich, me and YY went to rent DVDs and pick up pizza and had a pizza and 3 movies nite. we watched HONEY which is TOTALLY COOL man!! i wanna dance like her too!!! i wanna learn dancing like her!! and she is SO HOT!!! hehehe toking abt dancing school... i was supposed to get up in the morning and get my butt to this dancing school for some professional dance classes!! now, thats fun!! hahaha btw... this dance classes are becoz our church dance team are getting some professional dancing classes by somebody lahz... source not veyr clear... so better dun say too much... hehehe ANYWAYZ... yah.. couldnt wake up for dance classes coz too much dancing the nite before... kekeke... and had only few hours of slp the day before.. hmmm... okie... that explains why i dun really know wat im typing and blabbering all abt HAHAHAHA ~~~story of guy and girl contd~~~~ girl had tried everything that she could to make guy changed his mind... but all didnt worked... girl had made a point to not rely so much on guy. rationally girl thinks that guy is jus being a pc of shit. (every one of girl's frens think so)but that doesnt stop girl from continuing her love for guy.... every little little things that guy does..... girl feels very touched and they melt her heart... it gives her hope... a hope that she feels might not even turn well... but that doesn make girl throw all her hopes away... guy continues to be busy wif his work and not care abt how's girl is doing, have she eaten, wat was she doing.... girl has always been the one going up to him online to start a conversation wif guy.... one fine day... guy was the one who gave girl a msg over MSN saying "good morning"... it made girl's day... jus that simple good morning was enough to make girl smile the whole day... another fine day.....guy told girl that he missed her... jus that ... was enough to give alittle boost to the little hope that girl has been carrying.... but girl's head ruled over her heart..... telling herself not to put so much hope on it as the higher the hopes are... the harder she will fall.... as much as she wans to put hopes in it.... she's controlling herself... not letting herself fall.... girl doesnt wanns appear weak.... girl wans to be strong.... girl wans to let every one knws she can make it... fast... meanwhile.. nothing much on guy.. no news... no chats... nothing.. guy seems to enjoy his present single life.. concentrating wif his career.... nothing seems to matter to guy anymore... not even girl whom he once was madly in love wif... one whom guy cares alot for... one whom he wans to spend all his time with..... one whom he had spend all his energy on.... it is girl's fault?? is it guy's fault?? right now.... girl wants to live her life fully and do so much things tt she can do... girl wans to leave everything behind and carry on with her life... jus like how guy had got over girl in an instant... but deep down.. girl still loves guy... as much as before... or maybe.. even more... although sometimes girl still crys to herself late at nite... girl's still puzzled of why things had to turn out this way.... girl's still upset and disappointed with guy... her shattered heart is still shattered... shattered to the point where nothing else could hurt her anymore... coz its already shattered... nothing intact was left to be shattered............ i guess.. things will stop here... story ends here.... as girl will pick herself up pc by pc.... while guy leads his own present life... ~~~~~~~~ is this story going to end like this??? or will there be somethine else?? i *shrugzz*~~ OH!! did i tell u all the mid-authum festival ended very well??? the dancers are cool... talk show's funny... and drama's AWESOME!!! (coz im in it mah!!) hahahaha well.... hehehehe.. most importantly... everybody HAD LOTSA FUN!! i love getting involved!!! its nv tiring to do something for God... i really had good n fun times man...although i had to be really loud and stuff.... and be like a crazy woman... before the show... during the show... till the end of the drama.... i can hear people were so annnoyed wif how loud i was... and people actually though that we are for real (that we are not acting) hahahaha thats shows we did our job really well... thats the effect the "director" wanted.... kekekeke all's cool... and guess wat!! sulin came and supprt me!! nobody would understand how grateful i am to her... i really really appreciated her LOTS!! she's SO NICE!! came coz i was performing... i was so touched.. really man.... nobody will understand how much tt meant to me...... and how much that little support made me feel so much... well.. all is good :) i wanted to sing a song before i leave.. but.. my blog is supper long today... so i decided not to... yeah... spared ur ears rite?? hahahhaa not as if anyone can hear kekekeke [lEfT oUr pRiNtZ__*__sIlLyGiRl] at 1:53 am
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