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Thought of the day:: hmmm was jus having a couple of thoughts last nite and this morning...
(refering to CJ's comment) --- eh..... ACTUALLY.... im not THAT looking forward to going back leh... the next dance we will be practising will be for christmas performance.... and i wont be here for christmaz!!! *SAD* NOW.... i wanna stay for christmaz...... and besides... CJ's making me feel so unwanted back in sg *bleahz* DO u all know that Brissy is filled with this purple colour trees everywhere!!! so beautiful!!! a sign of SPRING!! *haha* okie.. not like everyone of u already not know... BUT STILL!!! they are so beautiful!!! i wanna take pictures of them, with me in it of coz!! WAHAHAHA =) everytime i drive, i would take notice of them... and everytime YY drives... i would enjoy looking at them!! hehehe like every friday when she fetches me to sch.. then i would sit in the car and enjoy looking at all the purple trees... heh heh heh heh SO NICE!!! *HUGE smile* today is a special day..... well.... was i should say... im upset and angui and scared... someone's really scaring me yesterday nite.... i dunno wat u are thinking and wat u are trying to do... all i wanted was for u to be happy and carry on wif wat u are doing... i know i played a major part in some stuffz in ur life... but i cant always be there to be besides u and do things with u.... i have learnt a hard lesson... real hard... and i dowanna it to happen again.... im scared... im holdin back... there's so much things on my mind when i think of u... so much stuff that scares me that im so so scared.... and i dowanna hurt u... and i dowanna go back to my past anymore.... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I dont care what people will say Im running after You I wont turn back and go their way Im running after You No matter what may come my way Im running after You Its You Im following today Im running after You ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ yesterday was life grp day.... we didnt do much... Jeane jus shared some of the struggles and challenges that she has been facing last couple of weeks.... while... i have quite a number of struggles that i had to deal with as well...(AND YESH, DUN WORRY, IT OKIE, I CAN DEAL WITH IT *wink*) and so has everyone... hmmmm... but i tink mainly for me, its juz tt i need some discipline.. do get my work done... wash my car.... clean my room...get myself tanner (AHAHAHA!! no lahz...). yapz.. and some other stuff lahz... in my mind most of the time... but sch's my priority... so is church... SO... dun let the mind get me anywhere. I should be the one getting my mind to tink the right way, not letting it lead me places which i dowanna go... adding on to tt.... i should let God lead me in my path... SO... jeane was jus toking abt a love that brings trust, a hope that believes, and a faith that acts (taken from steve penny's sermon... great sermon, i should have bought the tapes.....). she re-phrased it in an awesome way that totally make sense!! but right now... i forgot liaoz... coz it was a mouthful man.. kekeke i will get back to u when i got it again from her... BASICALLY... we have to lie in His love and trust Him, and believe in the hope that follows.. and afterwhich, act in FAITH!!!... as when faith begins... sorrows disappear, worries end.... RITE?? how important is faith in our lifes then?? VERY!!! kekeke and to act in faith, we have to believe in the hope that was brought by the love that trusts. HMMMM..... NOW, am i making sense??? heh heh heh okie.. im jus going round and round and round the words, love trusts, hope believes and faith acts. well... thats wat life is all about eh..?? *ting ting ting* <--- light bulb. remembered i said something some time ago abt LOVE is all the ingredient we need for a better and happier life??? SEEE.... all we need is to have LOVE first... then HOPE and FAITH will follow... I MAKE SENSE!!!! FINALLY!!! hahahaha hmmm... my little bloggie getting abit too long liaoz HOR??? i better get myself outta here if not i will continue and continue and continue.... heeeeee SEE U!!! [lEfT oUr pRiNtZ__*__sIlLyGiRl] at 10:28 am
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