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Thought of the day:: Well.... again, my day has barely started.. my brain has barely started warming up...
Ive completed my major assignment yesterday afternn.... 3000 words in all... though the word limit was 2500.... but seriously... i dun really care... lets jus hope that she wont in a bad mood while marking my paper..... DID I TELL U....? each week we have to submit this lab report... well.. i did pretty well for the first few... cept for the second last one.... i tink everyone got a "RECYCLE" - aka DO AGAIN. guess she was in a bad mood while marking them... im tired... one more assignment to go, due next week... and study week... and exam week... then summer break.... and im done for this sem. why is time passing so fast... ive onli started to enjoy myself here.... and now i have to go back to singapore.... hmmmm... i know... a total change again... i so wanted to go home when i FIRST came... now... i so dun feel like going home.....I love living with yongyee... she's like... my crapping buddy... my crazy buddy... my all-nonsense buddy.... my yongyee-i-dunno-wat-to-do buddy... my mad-women buddy... my let's-eat-maggie buddy... my i-know-wats-going-on-in-ur-mind buddy.... my u-are-driving-me-mad buddy..... my u-really-crack-me-up buddy..... and my buddy's leaving mid nex year loh.... i really dunno would i ever find such a buddy ( i doubt so .. ).... toking to her jus makes me feel better no matter how bad i feel... and time that is passing so fast make me SO SAD!! kekeke and living with her is such a WONDERFUL EXPERIENCE!!! hmmmm... okie... some of u.... i know.... mus be asking.... why am i saying all these things at this time...?? well... i hv been thinking... wat if nex sem passes as fast as this sem...?? im going to miss her like crazy... nobody to do stupid things with already... nobody whom i can be SO comfy with that i can jus say wats on my mind... nobody who can understand the stupid jokes i say.... talking abt tt.... has anyone of u went out wif somebody whom u can really not tok to at all?? we were jus discussing about communication the other day... saying its the most important thing in a relationship.... well.. its the most important thing between any 2 people!!! im totally 2 different person infront of (a)yongyee, (b) my ex-bfs.... (c)my REALLY close frens.... (d) people whom jus understands me, n whom i hav chemistry wif..... other than tt... i tink im sorta like a different person lor... REASON?? coz im not TOTALLY comfortable with those people... and then... there's this nex level... whom i total jus give a one word answer, or short answer though wat they say/ask me wasnt suppose to be a "MCQ" or a "short answer qns". i take a century to warm up to people.... and when i did eventually warmed up alittle, i had to leave to some where (like to brissie to study) / (go back singapore when i finished my degree).... sad rite....?? haiz.... ANYWAYz.... i met this girl here whom i really wanna tok to and get to know better, but each time i toked toher.. there seems to be a barrier... and all the more stupid i looked when she didnt get a single word of my crappiness.... *damn* are these people not meant to be my frens?? it takes to hands to clap and some time to get to know me... but nv had i speed my "get-to-know-people" and "open-UP!!" process as much as i did... comapred to back then and now... then again.. no matter how hard one can try.. if 2 people do not have the chemistry... THEY JUS DUN HAVE IT!! get over it already.... an elephant's leg could nv reach out to clap the fin's of a shark... things jus dun work tt way.... HAHAHA then again... there's always the impossible... in psychology... we can nv rule out any chance and can NV say "PROVEN" or "IT IS/HAS TO BE LIKE THIS". now.... im too carried away liaoz.... over the past week... somebody's actions have been disgusting me... wat exactly do u wan from me?? u say this, but yet do that... u say u wanted to go north... i gave in now that im happy on the south side.. u act as if u have changed ur mind.... grow up will you... older than me.. yet can be so much less mature than me... *BLEAHZ* stop making me so disgusted... bloody liar... i dunno which word in ur sentence should i believe.. which sentence in your story is the truth.. [lEfT oUr pRiNtZ__*__sIlLyGiRl] at 11:04 am
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