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Thought of the day :: YES... itz friday again...
i got back my statistics assignments marks on wednesday... plus my mid sem results... im pretty satisfied. overall... i tink the only thing tt i can be truely proud of IS.. my stats marks.. but NO.... i must be humble... still go examz to go.... NO MORE SHOPPING FOR ME FOR THIS MONTH (this month is ending anywayz.. HA HA HA HA HA *evil laugh* ) i finally found the jeans i longed forafter so so long!!! thought abt it like for the longest period of time.... by the time i decided "YES!! im going to get it", there isnt any more left in the shop... i was so upset.... but decided that it jus aint my fate to own tt pair of jeans.....BUT!!! i went city the other day.... to renew my car registration... i drop by General Pants and Co. ... my favourite shop... but seldom buy lots of stuff there... onli can see see and look look onli... hehehe ANYWAYz.... i jus went straight to the Tsubi jeans section... jus trying my luck out.... I FOUND IT!!! in size 8!!!! (now all of u know my size liao.... :( hmmm.. ) i HAVE to try it!!! HEHEHE IT FITZ!!! oh man... i SO have to grab it... and I GOT IT!!! hehehehe :P so.. no more shopping for me..... not even WINDOW shopping, coz its nv in my dictionary... lets jus treat the pair of jeans as my reward for getting a good grade for my statz yah...... "in the process of self-convincing" ~~~~~cHaPtEr TwO~~~~~~ As i was saying in the previous post... about being on a rebound... lets us all refresh our memory on "REBOUND", means.... " making use of another person to get over the ending of a past relationship... in the mist of answering all the questions i have posted previously... im even more confused than when i first started... not a very good idea to write abt a certain issue, coz the more im into it... the more confused i will get... thinking of all the possiblilties a mind can handle... BTW, (let me do alittle side tracking)... everybody... hold ur 2 fists together wrist to wrist....... thats appropximately the size of ur brain... slightly bigger than that to be exact... how big of a brain do u possess??? *wink* OKIE.. lets get back to REBOUND-ing..... mostly occuring when one is at his/her most vulnerable stage in life... the ending of a romantic relationship in particular.... where one is looking for a wall to lean on... in this case.. a shoulder to cry on. it may be a new guy/girl one jus met... a very good fren... an ex bf/gf... someone who was there to support and encourage along the way... someone who one can pour his/her heart to... and maybe add alittle "maybe a person whom he/she doesnt have real feelings for" ... as for the "victim", he/she might be someone who really care for his/her well fare... wanna know that he/she is ok.... in this case... we shall use "GUY broke up with GIRL, GUY2 came along... (yesh, we shant make GIRL a lesbian overnight" > fRoM tHe eYeS oF tHe rebounder :: i really have to forget about W... i cant go on like this... im stil sad about it.. i still misses him at times... even knowing that he has probably forgotten abt me and gotten over the relationship already... *shakes head* i need to get busy... get down to my work... focus on something else... Q has been so supportive.... i know he's someone who i can turn to anytime, anywhere.... he's been so supportive i cannot disappoint him.... he's so nice to me.... having to hav known him for years..... he knows me so well... i can so tok to him abt anything... and we got so much closer over the hell period of my life..... he makes me feel so special.... i can jus pour everything out to him... and his words.... they are so encouraging... it makes me know for sure that i hv someone to lean on... pick me up when i fall... hmmmm... why hasnt Q called?? he used to call ard this time of the day... i wonder how he is doing... has he eaten yet?? i wonder wat is he doing at this moment... maybe we can meet up for lunch tomolo ... maybe we can catch a movie together... i so cant wait to see him again... i mean.. afterall.. i owe him too much for being so supportive.. and sometimes i feel like i hav been a b***h to him... shouting at him for the most unreasonable reason... or is tt jus an excuse... maybe its becoz i jus wanna see him.... i wanna spent so much time with him... being beside him calms me down...... we had a great tok yesterday nite... the toks are getting more often each day.... and everytime it feels so great.... i so enjoyed myself.... (realised something was not right) wasnt i jus thinking about W...?? why am i so caught up with Q suddenly............ fRoM tHe eYeS oF tHe reboundee :: i have yet to text C "good morning" like usual but i shall call her in a moment.. gotta get this work done first.... but i do wonder has she got to work yet... i wonder wat she had for dinner... did she had a good slp yesterday nite... i so enjoyed myself yesterday night... the stuff we tok abt were things tt i wld not tell most of my frens... she so easy to tok to .... i know the things that she's going thru.. and i understand them totally... being able to relate to her so well motivates me to even encourage her more.. seeing her happy now... comforts my heart... as least.. when she's happy... i'd be happy too... tt's wat matters most... maybe i can bring her out for dinner this weekend... after my major project... an enjoyable dinner would be jus great.... i bet it will cheer her up alot... maybe i can make a reservation at the Akujiyamah Restaurant down at Broadbeach... she loves the beef steak served there.... after dinner we can take a walk down the beach and enjoy ourselves under the moon and star light... she's having some issues again... i jus feel that W has been so hard on her... poor girl... i so think that W has gone too far... he doesnt even care abt her... but i hope she's doin fine... although there are times when i feel that she's still holding back... come on.. get over it already... she's jus too precious to me that i dont wanna see her so upset... i mean... she's such a great girl........ is C suffering from a rebound?? or has she fallen for Q coz he's always so caring and would make a perfect person to be with...?? were Q's concern and encoragement and actions a form of liking for C?? or are they jus purely concerns from a good fren...?? think abt it..... ~~~~~~~~~~ eNd oF cHaPtEr TwO~~~~~~~~~~~~ well... i dunno how accurate i am in the above... they are jus purely wat i'd think if i am in their shoes... different people have different perspective.... cant generalised wat they tink... moreover..... guys think VERY differently from girls.... [lEfT oUr pRiNtZ__*__sIlLyGiRl] at 11:32 am
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