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Thought of the day :: Oh God... i really dunno wat to do....
i better update my bloggie when i can lah... this computer of mine... i really dunno... can onli go MSN.... surf net also very difficult... SO SO SO.... other than trying to get used to watever's ard... and meeting up with people.... im getting prepared for church camp!!! YEAH!!! church camp!! well... this year... little changes here and there lah... some people couldnt make it to camp... some others who couldnt make it last year will be going this year...!!! MY SISTER is going with me!!!! kekeke im in bus 6... ya lah.. more youths than most of the rest of the other buses.... but then... feelin weird leh...... haiyoh... im also not very close with them.... OK OK.... have to socialise EH...?? i try lah.... but still weird leh... i mean... aiyah... NEVERMIND.... ive finished the taiwanese drama series tt i mentioned the other time... the very confusing and complicated show... well.... ive got things to say!!! hahaha become kinda heavy hearted lah... -- being in love with somebody whom u are not supposed to be in love with..... -- being in love with somebody not dun have the courage to say it out... -- being in love with somebody but think that u are not worth being in love with tt person so sad lah... i mean... wat would u do??? -- get over it?? yah lah.. sometimes we really have to do tt... no doubt... get on with life lor... -- say it out to tt person?? tell him or her how u feel?? but is it going to hurt that friendship?? is it not going to be the same again??? wat's going to happen?? then again... if u dun try.. how u know...?? -- looked down on urself??? think that its impossible for that person to love a person like u back?? think u are not good enuff for him or her?? well... if that person loved u back... and loves you alot... doesnt tt tells u alot about tt person?? alot of times... i mean... i feel tt... we somehow do find alittle difficult to find love when we are fat... ugly... unattractive... low self esteem... not at our best... blah blah blah... RITE...?? but when we do find love when we are fat.. ugky... unattractive... low self esteem... not at our best... doesnt tt says alot?? the love tt the other party have for u... doesnt tt mean alot?? i mean... look.... how much is it going to take for me to truely love someone who's ugly... fat... unattractive??? not i wanna be bad... im jus toking practically..... yah... it takes alot... and when i really love tt person... its going to be true love isnt it??? and how long does it take for someone, be it attractive or unattractive, to find real love... i think... its going to balance out to be the same... doesnt it?? am i making sense to people?? hahhahaha i went to catch "without a paddle" with sashi, derek, youxin and kenneth the other day... man.. this show is funny lah... was laughing pretty much all the way from beginning til the end... kekeke... and there was this part in the cave.. with 3 partly naked man... raining and pouring... and the song.. tt sang... "my mind is saying NO.... but my body is saying YES..." MAN.... and the nex scene... hahahahhaa SO FARNIE... ok... afterwhich.. we went for supper... i mean.. DAO HUEY!!! hmmmm.. then have to hand the car key to derek to drive... WHY??? i got one TALL guy... and another BIG guy.... wat to do... behind so squeezy... then this small size driver (ME!! ) hav to move aside and sit behind lor... hehehehe ok lah... im considerate ok... make sure everyone is comfortable in my car... anywayz.. yah... the nex day.... my mum came and ask me... eh.... why the seats in the car.. so far back and so low HUH??? then i said... MuMMy AH... ur car is a sports car leh.... then of coz seats have to put lower one mah... where got people HOR.... sit sports car... put the seat high high one....?? then she was like... ISSIT??? so who u went out with?? i answered....."church frenS lah..." ... OH... then where the TWO of u go??? i looked at her.... MUM...... u know wat is CHURCH FRENZZZZZ....???? funny lah my mum... then she went on and on and on... abt me not wanting to come back issit becoz i hv a bf there.... ACTUALLY..... she dunno lah... i nv tell her.... i hav YONGYEE over there.. my one and onli beloved... tt's why i dowan to come back wat... HOW?? how to break the news to her u say...??? then she went on and on and on abt getting attached lah... this and tt lah... WA LAU.... i almost cried leh.... sad lah.... how to find a guy... whom loves me alot... and whom i also love alot... and the most impt thing is... tt we wanna be together....alot....?? and erm... that he satisfy my requirements... and i satisfy his requirements leh??? i once told YongYEE... "thats IT.... the nex bf im goin go to be with... is going to be my husband... and tt im going to be with him... thru thick and thin... happiness and sickness.... blah blah blah...." yah lah.. laugh laugh all u wan lah.... say that im silly... watever... i jus cant take the hurt anymore lah.... i also dowan to go into a relationship... then get out of it... or try to get into one... then things happen lah... i mean.. i can handle the up and downs of a r/s... jus not the make up and break upz of a r/s lah... my heart cannot take it lah... EH.... why in the world did i get into this topic ah... hmmmm... [lEfT oUr pRiNtZ__*__sIlLyGiRl] at 4:44 pm
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