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Thought of the day :: Yah... i teared... even though im not the one in tt wedding dress sayin the appreciation...........
first thing first... its my dear MUMMY's bday today... though i had a late night the previous nite.. i managed to wake up early in the morning.. get prepared.. and dragged my mum outta the house lahz... at first when she ask me... why am i up so early... i was like... eh.... eh.. eh.... EAT BREAKFAST!!! then she was like... HUH??? u wanna go out and eat breakfast?? with CHURCH FRENS again HUH??? i was like... yah yah yah... "oh.. then i better go down and wash the car " (my mum very nice hor... i drive car.. she wash car...bo bian.... she's the the-car-driven-mus-be-sparkling-clean-one sorta person...) anywayz... yah lah... ask her dun wash.. she insisted... then... by the time she come back up... it was already kinda late lah... booked a spa session for her at 10am... she was onli dressed at 9:45am.... wah she tink i drive seroplane ah.... OF COZ... all this while she has no idea abt it lah... SO... me and my sis was like... "oh mummy... WE bring u go eat breakfast lah" my cute little mum was like... couldnt decide wat to wear... coz she has no idea where we are bringing her for... "breakfast" ... so my sis jus asked her to wear watever she wans lah... once she's ready.. we set off.... the whole time in the car... she was making guesses of where we would bring her to have her bday "breakfast" lah... funny... all my answers wear the same regardless of the qns... "i dunno" hahaha all the way to suntec carpark... she was like... "oh so we going suntec for breakfast??? " again.. i jus said i dunno... til we reached Conrad Hotel she was still guessing where we were going to have "breakfast".. up the lift.. i said... aiyah.... wanna bring u to hotel room lah.... then we got off at the swimming pool level... beside it was the cafe lah... so again.. she was like... "ORRHHH.... we coming here for breakfast AH??" my sis and I broke into laughter... then we entered into the SPA place... onli for her to find tt there was NO BREAKFAST!! hahahahaha... then... after signing some declaration form... she was brought into the one of the room... so i said... OK... i will come pick u up later... then guess wat.... my cute mummy said... "BUT I M HUNGUI AND WANNA EAT BREAKFAST....... (echoing) " and she disappeared behind the walls.... HEEEEEEE.... after lunch, i went to attend derek's sis wedding at church.. to be honest... the sharing of word part was abit too draggy... my attention was lost somewhere lah... but basically... it was how to be a submissive wife and a loving husband... then came the aprreciation part... where the bride and bridegroom showed their appreciation towards... basically their mums and dads... SO TUCHING u know... hw they say "dad.. i love u and i thank u for all u have done in my life..." and "mum... i love u and i thank u for taking care of me and bringing me up.." Jeanette's (derek's sis) speech was.. pretty touching (to me)... to her mum (step mum) she said.. " thanx for doing the decorations for this ceremony... even though u had to work... thanx for treating me like ur vert own daughter... and i love u... " to her dad she spoke.. "how much i appreciate u and ur up bringing... how difficult it was to be a single parent, single handedly brought us up when mummy past away.. and i love u" these words are so simple yet they deeply touched my heart... tears jus welled up... and yah.. the bride was crying already... who wouldnt??.. her speech reminded me of my r/s with my very own parents... how much i always wanted to say how much i loved them but nv had the courage to do so... how much i always wanted to say THANK YOU to each of them.. how much i wan them to know how much i appreciated them ... i thought of my own daddy and mummy and i jus couldnt help but tear lor... brings me to my other point.... how much sometimes we wanna say something but nv had the courage to do so... for me... saying "daddy.. i love you" can be so difficult even when i really really wanna him to know how much i loved him... to see him cry at the airport when i first abt to leave for Brissy in feb... it showed how much he doesnt wan me to leave even when i seldom spoke to him... the first thing i did when i touch down and was received by my family was to give my daddy a good long hug... and i did... and the feeling was great... nv did i come so close to him since i started to grow up... when things at home doesnt seem as stable as it should be... all i wanted to do was to show him how much i loved him... and sometimes.. i jus cant expressed it with words... (YONGYEE... i know this paragraph is going to make u miss ur daddy even more... dun worry... i know ur daddy misses u much much more... ) the other thing... is of coz.. to express ur liking to someone else... it mayb someone whom you have jus know... or someone whom has been ur fren... or someone whom has been ur long time good fren... or someone whom u met at work... i dunno abt the rest of u... for me... its difficult to express how i feel towards tt person directly... fear of rejection?? maybe... uncertain of wat's going to happen?? maybe... aiyah... BASICALLY HUH.... i find tt EXPRESSION for me is a damn difficult task lah.... have to brush up on it... aei... write so much... tired already lah.... tomolo still got 8am service... die liaoz... already 3am in the morning... i wonder wat is YongYee doing...?? *tink tink tink* [lEfT oUr pRiNtZ__*__sIlLyGiRl] at 1:17 am
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