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Thought of the day :: hmmmmm.... international women's day??? week???
last sunday nite service was totally awesome.... first pastor wayne prayed for all the students... full time.. part time... no time... high sch.. college.. uni... bible sch... no sch... *crappy* then he went on to tok abt Esther.... being a woman of God... she possesed some qualities... here are the 10 things he mentioned... 1. She was PREPARED .... that caught my attention.... 2. She was CHOSEN 3. She was waiting anf keeping the right Spirit 4. She was VULNERABLE 5. She was POSITIONED 6. She was PERSUADED 7. She was COURAGEOUS 8. She was WISE 9. She was PASSIONATE 10. She was a LIFE SAVER then he gave an altar call for ladies.... who felt tt they have a call for any aspect of ministry... in any way.. be a woman of God... altar calls are not as often as u see them in Elim... in fact... very seldom there are altar calls in BCC... it took me awhile to collect all that courage to take tt step out..... i love pastor wayne's preaching... he's so funny... and yet so annointed... he teaches... yet love to inject humours everywhere... jus like his dad.... ever since i shared in youth before i left.... i tot abt my sharing... how i shared... where did i go wrong... wat did i do which was rite... how God had showed me how amazing He is... jus by sharing.. i get ministered as well... walking with God is not all abt receiving... and giving... its about enjoying Him at the same time as well.... every service i went... i looked at the person behind the pulpit.. not once did i not tink... if onli i had shared like how they share... people like... pastor wayne... rachael... it jus comes so naturally to them... they just speak like as if without preparing.... im not comparing myself to a pastor.... or even an annointed woman of God like rach... even for offering messages... people jus stand there like they are so comfortable on stage.. infront of so many people... behing the pulpit.. holding the mike... or the four ladies then went up to share a short sharing about the thngs God has done in their lifez... and i will be there wondering.... if onli i can be like them.... BUT... me....??.... i freaked out like nobody's business... stumbling on my words... had a tough time figuring my sentence... im like so small... and so weak... and so tiny... and of coz... i cant do it by my own strength... but i can do all things through Christ... yes i know... i definitely didnt stand there by my own strength.... i wouldnt hav be able to do it without God's strenght.... i even tot.... wat if im given another chance... how would it turn out... wat would i be like....?? is there any wayz which i can improve?? is there a chance that i can be better??? heaps of questions went thru my mind... i began to think.. began to doubt... began to tink so little of myself.... after the altar call at friday nite's XLR8... rach took the mike... and she said something along this line....." this has been in my heart for the past 2 weeks.... there are women here who felt the call of the Lord to preach... u are afraid... worrying if u will be as annointed as people like pastor wayne or any other pastor or anybody standing behind the pulpit preaching... God will annoint u just as He annointz anyone standing behind the pulpit preaching His word......." hmmmm... "GOD... is that you??...." [lEfT oUr pRiNtZ__*__sIlLyGiRl] at 11:21 am
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