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im goin home...
hey folks! how's it been goin? and almost eventless week.. but was gd.. am stayin at my uncle's place while he n e family have gone back to e states. like it here.. gd to relax.. just chill.. (better if it was with you..*wink* =).. ).. and im sorta like e caretaker.. hehehe.. but its all cool.. nothin much to blog.. but just some reflection that i've been doin.. Its been about a year and a half since i started out at God @ Work when Ps Lawrence asked me to be part of this pioneering work.. Must say.. was truly an experience despite e setbacks, the tough times.. today was my last day officially there.. been extended a couple of times.. but.. all in all.. its just been an eye opener and preparing me in a sense for my future in e ministry. Like Ps Wilson always used to tell me.. "Pick up the good, leave out the bad.. Learn what i can now.. ".. I'm not wise.. but.. wiser after this experience.. a little more insightful.. and can say that it has benifitted me a whole lot! Reflecting on this year and a half, thinkin back about everything that went on in church, my personal life.. through the good times.. to e bad.. from the uplifting times.. to e heart wrenching times.. to e times it seemed so hard to pull through..all of it.. to where i am today.. lookin back, im just in awe of God's hand upon me through it all..definitly not worthy.. yet He is so gracious.. so merciful.. was certainly gd having a close group of pals there.. my dear timotheus-son-of-lawrence-seoweus-who-is-a-preacherEUS..okok.. juz crappin around.. jason, the guy who is ALWAYS nodding in agreement.. if u get what i mean.. Elisha the new urban male pageant winner mad drummer n always pestering me to play rugby in ns.. Aloysius who is the Youth Leader but can get along with the OLDEST person in e church with all his oldies and chinese songs.. (n baby.. u say im uncle-ish.. u aint seen nothin yet hon'!!).. Cindy the wife-to-be of e young oldie.. quite a few.. those who had started out.. and not part of it anymore.. those who came and went.. it truly has been a pleasure being part of this work... And truly do pray for the best for God @ Work! Now.. im goin back to Elim.. Derek is goin over!!..wahahaha.. dude.. dont be surprised if u see me there again!! there already is SOME talk abt it!.. ppfffFff.. BUT NVM.. i dont want to fuel anything.. haha... IM GOING HOME... basic courtesy...manners...hmmm.. was just thinkin abt this becoz of a lil something tt happened.. (baby.. chill ah..*BOY WAS SHE PISSED*)... anyway.. felt like a darn chauffer n just some object.. now.. i got no problem wid driving pple around.. not at all.. like i said before in one of my previous entries.. I LIKE TO DRIVE.. u talk to me abt cars.. im all EARS! im just a car fREAK.. contemplating doin up a car from scratch.. ANYWAY..ok.. before i drift too far away.. better get back to my point.. erm.. which was...errrrr...*lookin back*..OH.. yeah.. i got NO prob drivin peeps around.. fetch.. send u back.. wadeva!.. BUT....dont friggin take things for granted! i dont owe u nuts.. i dont HAVE TO do it for you.. i go out of my way to make it a lil more convenient FOR YOU.. and what.. do i even hear a "thank you"..ok.. from one of u.. and .. now.. im not doin things to GET that "thank you".. but.. when someone goes out of e way to do a lil something for you.. dont u know how to open that God given gap and use some of that God given breath to utter those 2 simple words generated by that God given brain!! SIMPLE words.."thank you".. what!? huh?? saying something?? cant hear u!! speak up!.. huh?? what?! or then again.. shut up!!!.. Go learn some basic courtesy..*ppfffFff*.. and no.. im not pissed.. still cool.. *SMILEZ*.. but honestly.. im not like.. so BOTHERED ABT it.. its just some thoughts.. yeap..there is a continuation to this.. abt saying "thank you" and showing appreciation for your loved ones.. hmmm.. not now lah.. maybe another time.. intimidate 1.To make timid; fill with fear. 2.To coerce or inhibit by or as if by threats. what is it that causes one to be intimidated by another?.. why be filled with fear cause of someone else? perhaps coz lookin at our own faults in comparison? inferiority complex? reasons.. lots of em.. endless possibilities.. as far you are concerned, there is nothin for u to feel "fearful" abt.. or inhibited by her in any way.. i dont blame u for feelin that way.. ive told u how i feel too.. but u know.. (ok.. dunno.. so listen..).. there is no reason whatsover for u to feel intimidated or such.. its an insult to you to even put urself next to her.. so dont.. ive said tt b4.. so..pls dont be.. yea.. im just lookin forward to e future with u and im not lookin back... i want you.. YAP.. THATS RIGHT... *pointing at YOU*.. AMY LIN (chinese name here).. *BIG smile* *muacks* hmm...so i DID have quite abit to blog.. hehehehe.. -sashi [lEfT oUr pRiNtZ__*__sIlLyGiRl] at 1:14 am
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