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Its just been 2 days but it seems so long.... Well..im back from Brissy after my 2week trip wid josh. What a fortnight it has been!! my gosh.. so many things happenin.. Good, bad and ugly.. but im so thankful most of all,that i got to see my baby. was so gd to spend all tt time with her... though she had to compete with another girl..GRINS..ah well... back in sg..countin down to enlistment on july 8th.. sorta lookin forward to it! =) anyways..got so much to say abt this trip.. so.. yea.. here goes..
The trip all in all was great.. got to see practically all there is to see of Brissy.. Gold Coast, Sunshine Coast, Byron Bay...hmm.. there is more to it la.. just not coming out now...Byron Bay was just BEEEAuUUTIFUL!.. watchin the sunrise and just lookin out at the ocean.. lookin up at the sky..and everything around.. just so beautiful.. it puts a sense of awe and wonder of the God we serve.. how majestic He is and how creation just shouts forth HIS glory and splendour.. even just sittin at e balcony and just lookin up at the stars and letting the truth that we are so small yet so precious sink in.... awesome.. we went surfin too... was tough the first few times..but after awhile.. got the idea.. would love to do it again.. but in Sg.. i think the biggest wave u can find is at Jurong Wave pool!! how sad is that!!..all in all places we went was just great fun! and oh yeah! gotta mention BCC!! BCC was an EXPERIENCE!! and Xlr8 was just awesome too! And good thing was the first week we went for Xlr8, the Christian City Church Oxford Falls youth band was there...some songs were alright.. for me lah.. fast songs were just too punkish for me.. hah.. but it was cool though.. BCC main service.. i LIKE!!! Ps Wayne Alcorn... i LIKE!!! okok.. his preaching that is.. not HIM..okok i like him.. but not in THAT way..ANYWAY...was just great.. meeting all of amy's friends.. heh.. cool lot.. [yah.. u are probably goin like.. "duh...its coz i'M cool"....*pppffFF*] was great meetin all of them.. We did loadsa shoppin...my shirt collection just grew just like that over this trip.. hah.. and.. the best thing of all i got an All Blacks jersey!! okok.. some of you out there might be like.. wats the big deal.. coz u probably already have it! BUT.. ive been like waitin for like.. AGES.. and i mean.. A-G-E-S!!!...and i got it..FROM..my baby!! she got it for my bday.. how sweet is that! and how she "went to sch for an hour" to get the jersey.. hehehehe.. thanks baby.. appreciate it HEAPZ *MuaCkS*.. anyway.. at e end of the trip was overweight.. my luggage.. ok la.. me too .. always has been anyway.. but good lah.. josh's luggage was underweight so.. yea.. we had no problems with weight. and oh yeah!! watched the liverpool match wid baby!! WAHAHAHA LIVERPOOL CHAMPIONS BABY!!! Man whO?? Chel-wHo?? Arse-wHaT??...*pppFFFFff* this trip also brought abt a renewed VISION of people around me.. abt a girl i've known awhile already.. cant say any names lah.. sorry..i gotta be VERY CAREFUL here.. and to think how much we talked.. my gosh.. SHOCKING...but amy was very patient.. thanks baby... made me see things that people around me saw ages ago.. and boy.. am i BLIND or WHAT!!...as far as this girl is concerned...let me put it this way.. sweetheart.. u need help...SERIOUSLY...and for those who are worried abt amy being played.. she knows wat im talkin abt.. and is probably grinning away readin this.. Fear, Stress, Pressure - 3 things that mould a person..that brings out qualities in a person.. and something ive always believed..shows the true fabric of a person in extremely adverse situations.. it was i who faced such a situation during this trip.. but..everything i thought myself to be.. showed otherwise in this situation.. in the decisions i made.. my vision skewed by fear and thoughts of "ME, ME & ME"....all in all..what shone through at that time wasn't all that pretty..no it wasn't.. ugly.. no amount of fear, stress or pressure can ever justify or will ever justify my decision that night.. that mornin..how could i.........i dont know how to stand before You, in Your presence anymore...........i just don't............how could i......even THINK...... i cant stand before You.......dont know how......... This is just for you Baby.. again, im thankful for this trip.. that i managed to do whatever i could.. and most of all.. was with you..most of the time at least..sorry abt the girl thingy.. ANYWAY...like u said, things that happened that u wished didnt.. yeah.. feel the same way.. wished it could be different..but.. all i can say.. is im sorry.. there may be doubt, lost of trust.. i will do what it takes to earn back every bit of it..just stand by me..thats all i want.. you... thanks for everything throughout this trip.. was just great spending all the time we did.. and yeah.. we had things happen.. but like u said..happened for a reason and im glad we worked through it..together..thanks for driving us around..putting up with my untidy corner in your room..socks on your table.. *hehehe*..early mornings... late nights.. cold night in the hammock..trusting me with your car despite the incidents...*ssshhh*... cookin for us.. BOY WAS IT GOOOOD!!!... taking care of my laundry..OK..im not as lazy as it sounds people!!...right baby?? hhhMMMMM???... the card.. the gift..just thanks for everything baby.. and.. yea. its only 2 days.. and im missing u heaps..miss hearing that "morning".. and tt "gd night".. seeing u sleep soundly.. which is not tt much la.. only if i sleep after u.. hehehehe...just miss u heaps baby... its abt 30weeks to go till i see u again.. its so long.. but.. i'll be strong.. u too k?..and am lookin forward to seeing u back home baby.. *smiles*.. love u heapz.. thinkin abt u.. prayin for you.. be strong. k? u the tough cookie here.. keep smiling baby.. i need my sunshine! *hugs*muacks* -sashi [lEfT oUr pRiNtZ__*__sIlLyGiRl] at 8:12 pm
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