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going back in about 22hours time... what to expect? no idea...
my 4 days of mc is coming to an end.. must say.. as much as ive said i like e training.. ITS SO GOOD TO BE HOME!!.. no rush whatsoever.. no carrying rifle around.. no waking up at 5.30am!! ok baby.. i know.. i get up at 7.30am.. but.. 2hrs is alot! hehehehe.. suddenly e chow farn at e coffeeshop near your house which u THOUGHT u became so sian of is suddenly a delicacy!!.. =) .. well.. the time spent in camp makes u appreciate the little things.. the time u have.. u just see things from a diff perspective i guess.. ok.. im not complaining here.. its welcomed lessons for me.. n.. well.. something i wish could go on.. but well.. obviously am not up to it.. dont really know what to expect once i get to pasir ris interchange.. will have to fall in there with the rest of e platoon.. guess this would be e last couple of times i get to do that wid my mates..10days.. as surprising as it is.. has enabled me to make new friends.. and good ones too! even with the seargants.. one of em.. 3sg Daniel, called me just to see how i was doin.. encouraged me.. said that he heard i was so sad.. he kept reminding me abt what he told me.. thank God for them.. there was this other guy, a section mate.. Hakim.. we pretty much hit it off right away.. talkin abt experiences.. things in e past.. and he was e one who taught me stuff on how to give those military commands better.. i always have e tendency to smile when i do that.. hmmm... God knows why... well.. thats me i guess.. FRIENDLY SOLDIER!.. wahahaha.. okok.. but.. this guy.. he was there encouraging me when i was so down abt e prospect of being out of training.. and how he just came and set by my bunk to listen to me and just encourage me..well.. all in all .. those 10days were just awesome.. and of course.. my baby.. was there for me in whatever capacity she possibly could be.. that was my booster.. knowing she was prayin for me and listenin to me.. what can i say.. I'm Blessed!! but now.. its abt goin back to camp.. just dont know what to expect.. u know.. seeing the rest of e company go thru training.. as much as they may complain n stuff.. yet.. they go thru it.. man.. it just makes one feel.. inadequate?.. i know its not my fault.. but its just frustrating.. tts all.. but well, like my baby says in her msn nick .. "u will come back even stronger".. tts exactly what im bankin' on.. in whatever God places me in.. i just wanna do my best.. "Lord, You grant me the grace." been quite a boring day all in all.. nothin much i can do.. knee is feelin ALOT better.. really.. in fact.. the first day itself.. with all that rest i got.. it just felt SOOOOOO much better..dun worry baby.. im not gonna start running.. hehehehe.. though i do feel like it.. but.. seriously.. CHILL.. i'll walk first k?? *BIG SMILE* yea.. just glad with e recovery.. but now.. scared abt what e specialist is gonna say.. thing is.. i dont want to go for surgery??.. not that im scared.. its just gonna take me out for SOOOO long!! well.. leave it to him to decide.. thats why he's e specialist and im not.. =P ... hmm.. am sorta craving for a BEEF BURGER... guess u can sorta figure what id be having to eat tomorrow! hehehehe.. baby is home wid yy.. my poor baby.. she has got only a couple of days left wid her best bud.. her crazy housemate.. hehe.. still remember how there was once when she was back from brissy.. yy called her from there.. and i was chillin wid her.. and she answered and was like... "YONGYEE!!!!" .... i was thinkin.. "lesbo!!!??"... NAH KIDDING.. CHILL..but yea.. can imagine how sad my baby's gonna be.. *hold u tight & tuck ur head under my chin* then this is the section dedicated to mY BABY!!!..yes pple? no problem rite? of coz not.. its my baby's blog.. hehehehehe.. ni zhi dao hor.. okok.. not here.. ANYWAY.. yah.. u dunno.. so listen! *pekchek face*... i so need a hug from u!! but.. i'll be patient.. and.. all i gotta say is baby.. thank U for being who u are to me.. that sunshine.. that crazy baby of mine who has her dumb blondish moments and gives me loads of opportunities to laugh at.. ehh.. erm.. i MEANT... WITH her.. hehehehe.. and u know.. in one of ur prev blogs. u said abt u crackin up abt my size.. hehe.. just feels so gOOOOD to see u smile? even if its abt my size.. but.. HOW? can deal wif it?? hMmmMmmM? *smiLes* baby.. i just love u heapz.. and am just counting down till i see u again!!! i SOOOOOO CANNOT wait!!! *MMMUUAACCKKZZZ* keep smiling k??? I NEED MY SUNSHINE!!! -sashi [lEfT oUr pRiNtZ__*__sIlLyGiRl] at 12:11 am
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