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Monday, July 25, 2005

Thought of the day :: am i being too harsh.....???

Seems like i have been alittle too harsh on Sashi...

But I can alittle too suffocated when the msgs cannot stop coming in and in and in!!!!

sometimes i feel that i dun have time to myself at all!!! i wanna sit in bed and read a book... i wanna sit in front of the tv and stone with chips...

But the nites are so routine... i will always end my nites with the phone with him...

NOW.. dun get me wrong... i love toking to Sashi... but... seems like i have "toked" to him like jus awhile ago...

and YES... its those msgs that comes in throughout the day... asking me wat im doing like 4 times a day....?? its suffocating!!!!

but then.. i know i should be there for him at this point .... hang on... i WANNA be there for him... at ALL times...

Schoool's started and i really wanna do well and study harder for this sem... or at least.. try to... not too sure if i can...

i tink im at it again.... im down.. im upset with something... im at a lost... i need God...

we can tok for hours a day and yongyee used to say... "got things to tok meh?!?!" perhaps jus knowing tt the other party is over at the other side is all that matters... it doesnt matter if there are any topics to tok abt or not....

more often than not... once i start toking to him.. i dowanna put down the phone... until.. i HAVE to... like im so tired i fall alsp while toking to him.. or if i have to go to slp coz im tired... or when im tired and decided i should go slp...

sometimes... if im out late... i know he wil be waiting for my call... then.. i wouldnt know if i should stay out late... or go home and give him a call... i know he will understand even if im out late.. and he's sweet enuff to wait up for me til i get home... and i know that he will be upset if we dun get to tok for like.. ONE day.... as it is... even in BMT... he will try to call me... and toked til wee hours in the morning even if he has to wake up in a few hours time....

i need time to rebuild watever i hav lost resulting in however i am feeling now.....


 [lEfT oUr pRiNtZ__*__sIlLyGiRl] at 11:34 pm

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