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Anger Management
Man!! what A dAy!!.. went to church in e mornin.. was early.. was gd to catch up wid a friend of mine i havent seen in awhile!!.. n while i was tellin him abt how im out of trainin bla bla bla.. he was like.. "how did u get it?? LIFE IS SO UNFAIR!!".. hehe.. but was juz gd to sit n talk to him for tt couple of mins.. gd old pal tt always used to hang around with in church n juz sit n chit chat wid.. and.. also since was early.. did look out for baby's family..u know.. im TRYING to muster up e courage to GO UP to em and like.. juz say HI.. hahaha...but..ok.. ITS HARD!! wid e whole family there.. my gosh...intimidating.. but anyway.. didnt see em..saw Jessie though.. to go up to her n talk to her also scared.. waliew.. wouldnt think tt im tt scared for my size eh? ...ok baby.. sSsShHh..grinz.. church service was o-K lah.. when i smsed baby was juz sayin abt wat i thought abt elim n e lack of like REAL gd preachers.. ok.. u dun have to be fantastic.. but.. at least.. something tt isnt like e obvious.. like u know.. sometimes i feel.. wat some pple preach is like very DUH.. example.. e preacher will quote "psalm 23:1.. The Lord is my Shepherd, i shall not want".. then he will explain.."He is your GREAT SHEPHERD.. he will take care of u".. ok.... DUDE.... i mean its like....... DUH... its like tellin me... "to start a car engine.. put e key in e ignition and turn e ignition on"... HEY!! DUH!! ..*takes a deep breath*.. u get my drift rite?.. n after goin to BCC.. man.. i think ive been BCC-ized.. there's LOADS tt can be learnt from there.. well just trust God for His move in His time..rest of e day was pretty much normal.. went to my uncle's in e evening.. but something happened b4 tt.. it got me thinkin.. thinkin HARD... ever been in a situation where ur explainin something to someone where is pretty much self explanatory yet the person iS JUST SO DAMN STUPID n just cant get it!??.. u just feel frustrated.. angry..wanna just YELL.. n u just lose patience.. right? tts pretty normal.. guess its something tt anyone n everyone would probably have experienced.. unless u r one of those ONE HECK of a pAtient person!.. but yea.. its normal.. but what comes into question.. is the manner in which one deals with it.. in any relationship.. there are BOUND to be times where u get upset with e other person.. whether its ur best friend.. ur partner.. ur parents.. ur siblings.. its just one of those normal things.. but like i said.. how do u deal with it?..are u gonna yell at e person? say it in a tone that U KNOW.. u wouldnt want to be on e receiving end of? or even worse.. in a tone.. u KNOW u wouldnt use on a stranger?.. got me thinkin to how i deal with e pple around me.. family.. my baby..my bros.. close pals.. these r e pple u love.. what? YEA.. U LOVE.. wat came to my mind was how i reacted to amy once.. such a trivial issue.. n when she asked me.. "u angui?.. i went.. "A LITTLE?".. my tone said it all.. n tt broke her heart.. this isnt just anybody.. was amy my baby girl.. another thing tt i was thinkin was.. abt my dad.. my friends and family know my dad has one heck of a temper.. even my bros are sorta scared of him.. having grown up seeing tt sorta anger.. but more upsetting than e anger was e manner in which it was carried across.. i know it did hurt.. now.. im not sayin my dad is a bad dad.. he is top notch in my books.. just his temper.. n.. again.. nothin wrong with gettin upset or angry.. even The Bible is very clear abt it bein alright to get angry..so.. what IS my point?.. im not saying DONT get upset with pple around u.. its one of those things that are BOUND to happen..there will be disagreements.. times e other party is juz so STOOPID they dun understand things..*grins*.. its a lesson i had to learn e hard way.. get upset by all means.. but before u react.. take a look at who tt person is.. before u say something like "A LITTLE" or "i dun give a shit"..think once.. twice.. three times... four times if necessary..do u wanna be on e receiving end?.. do it tactfully..i had to learn e hard way.. n trust me.. it didnt feel gd one bit..but its a lesson well learnt.. [lEfT oUr pRiNtZ__*__sIlLyBoY] at 1:49 am
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