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He Alone is Worthy!
Has been awhile since i blogged.. did wanna blog a couple of days back.. but was too lazy.. doin it now before all my thoughts slip right outta my mind.. =) anyways, today was the first day of my 3-month course in army.. Going for comms-tech course. and man! its like poly all over again!! seriously.. they just gave us the stuff that we will be covering.. and MAN... 99% is poly material.. but.. erm.. alot of it has been forgotten..*uh-oh*..but i guess shouldnt be a problem.. there are some pple who NEVER covered e material before.. so.. yeah.. i guess i am still in an advantage.. thank God for e coursemates i have.. one of em an ex SAS guy.. my junior.. then another fellow poly-mate and yea.. all in all e whole group.. they're pretty friendly.. was considering staying in.. though its a stay out camp.. simply coz of e travel time.. have to leave home by 6 every morning! and by e time im home everyday its 7??.. so.. not much time to do alot of things.. but when i was told i gotta stay in on saturday night as well!!!... o...K.. NVM.. id rather travel for hours and have less sleep & keep my freedom on weekends rather than e contrary! today on e way to camp.. met a ex poly mate.. used to talk to him once in awhile when in poly lah.. but today.. when i met him.. what was goin thru my head was.. "WHATS HIS NAME!! WHATS HIS NAME!!"... and then.. he saw me and was like.. "hey dave!"..CRAP...he remembers my name!.. cut e long story short.. we were talkin quite abit.. i only remembered his name when he got off e bus... pFffFFf..but anyway.. when he heard tt i was recommended permanent pes downgrade and i requested temporary.. he was like.. "ARE U STUPID!???" hahaha.. man.. i dun get it.. i didnt come to e army.. to.. study!?... ok la.. maybe a lil..but id rather be sweating it out in e sun!.. ah well.. just wait and see what happens.. anyway, thank God for being with me thus far. ok la.. not THAT long.. but yeah.. just having blessed me with good pple around me, good commanders. now, well.. truth is.. it IS a good vocation.. 8-5.. i cant argue with that can i?..hehehehe also wanna thank HIM for granting me the grace to step up to an issue that i was struggling with for awhile.. kept brushing it aside for awhile.. but yeah.. just had to do it.. and.. i can say, its a burden off my chest.. well, as much as may feel tt i dont wanna be e one to take e first step, at the end of e day, like baby told me, someone has to take tt initiative to make things right. Thank God for granting me the grace. and.. not that its like a HUGE pay off.. but.. to hear tt e other person appreciates ur effort and respects it.. i guess its something tt i would not have gotten lah.. but well.. after all.. its someone im gonna be workin with.. dealing with.. so.. yeah.. its for good i guess.. last saturday was music prac in e afternoon for sundays worship.. i was a lil late.. was too into talkin to amy..hehehe..no.. its not ur fault.. =).. yeah.. just wanted to talk to her.. ended up being abt 15mins late? not too bad lah..(consoling myself).. anyway, that was e beginning of a one FRUSTRATING day..during music prac.. there were 2 songs that were new.. so.. they listened to e cd before i reached u see.. ok.. thats my fault.. but what frustrated me was.. how e worship leader cant stick to timing.. and when anything goes wrong.. OH.. THE DRUMS AH..... what!?!?... that one..ok.. NVM.. i chose not to throw my sticks at her.. on top of tt.. u know.. one thing is.. if there is something that they'd LIKE me to do.. id rather they be specific and tell me what they want.. and then.. the thing is.. they say.. oh.. can u do this.. and when i do THAT.. they're like.. OH.. thats NOT QUITE IT..u see.. thats one thing i cant TAKE.. the cd was right there! let me listen to THAT PART.. but..OH NO.. just TELL me.. u see.. derek.. whenever he has input for what i should do.. he shows me.. guides me.. he is CRYSTAL clear..unlike certain OTHERS.. man..i couldnt be MORE glad when the practise was over.. then.. the kids.. ok.. wont go into tt.. but man..kids can be so brutally honest..*ouch*.. anyway.. u know... after tt practise, i seriously was just so darn down..felt like i had to reach up to touch rock bottom.. but i thank God for his faithfulness..just as i was talkin to baby.. was listening to the cd that had e track which we were doin sunday mornin.. and.. basically.. was this medley with the song "Worthy is The Lamb".. that just spoke right to me.. that, no matter what the circumstance and what i was goin thru, it could never compare to what My King went thru for me.. and at the end of the day, no matter what, even if im down and out, HE IS STILL WORTHY! nothing happens without HIS knowledge and HE STILL REIGNS KING of kings.. yes.. KING of kings.. OVER my circumstance, thats why, i can find rest and the strength to carry on! HE IS WORTHY! im also SO thankful for that certain special someone that Big Daddy has blessed me with! who else?! *neh.. silly girl lah*... hehehe.. yeap.. my dearest amy.. how she can just see thru even just my typing habits on msn and just tell if something is amiss..how she jus never fails to cheer me up..yea.. i may have said it before.. but.. well.. i'm sayin it AGAIN.. deal with it! =) baby!! i just LOVE YOU HEAPZ!!! *muackz*.. that night.. she did a lil msn prayer for me..how sweet is that??..was encouraging me.. and.. e nx mornin.. it went well! got a gd comment too! hehehe.. God is so GOOD!!!.. i give HIM all the praise! im also thankful for what u did baby.. stayin up that late! just for me!!and to hear u say tt u were proud of me tt sunday after service.. *BIG BIG SMILE*..anyway darlin!!..just wanna encourage you that as far as the vision God has planted in ur heart, you gotta keep at it and believe me... God will show himself faithful.. Ministry, as ive said, isnt a smooth road all the time.. gonna run into rocky roads, road blocks , ditches..but something God has put in ur heart will be brought into fruition in HIS TIME.. u gotta be ready!! im believing GREAT THINGS for your life!! no doubts abt how AWESOME you are in HIS hands!! and.. yeah.. im heaps heaps HEEEAAAPPPS proud of u darlin!!! you ROCK!! and.. as much as u not really wanting to come home.. but.. have to.. hehehe.. I CANT WAIT BABY!! i sOOOO miss u heaps!!! COUNTING DOWN!!! want u by my side darl!!! yeah.. YOU!!..anyway, thanks heaps again baby.. u really are bao-bei!! I LOVE YOU DARL!! **MMMUUUUAAACCCKKKK**.. too mushy!?.. hahaha.. my baby has no complains.. riGHT?..hehehe [lEfT oUr pRiNtZ__*__sIlLyBoY] at 10:53 pm
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