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Thought of the day :: the ups and downs of my life...
sorry i havent been blogging.... busy u know.... it started fom last monday when i had to hand in a 30% forsenic psychology assignment. i worked my ass off saturday, thru to sunday morning (and then head off to church morning service) to do an essay on "to what extend does mental illness cause crime?" thats was done... Thank God!! another TWO assignment due on the coming friday and im so worried coz.. my Judgment & Decision Making assignment... which is 30% took me 2 whole days to read 3 articles.. and i hv no idea how to go abt doing it... my Adolescent & Adult Development assignment (also 30%) was on the satisfaction of grandparenting... so.. it wasnt THAT bad... however.. i got frustrated with my J&DM assignment... i gave up!! i meant... i jus refuse to do anything with it!!! PERIOD!!! i was at a lost... say that im a weakling.... or some lousy ass s**t... but i really wanna give up at tt point... ii really dunno wat to do... yah.. as impossible as i may say it is... the bible says "i can do all things thru Christ who strengthens me..." i know... but rite then... this qn came to mind.... "God.... where are u...??" i asked God to settle my heart... give me the wisdom... its tough... for me... but God.. u are there.. rite...??? got whole of myself.. and started on my A&AD assignment... well.. started off with the easier section... and it kicked off rite... so... i spent wenesday (day & nite) to do that assignment... thursday i skipped class to finish it up... i have already intend to sacrifice the 1% late penalty to spent my weekend doing (or least try to do) my J&DM assignment... so while again working my ass off doing my A&AD asignment.. my coursemate from J&DM told me the lecturer postponed that due date to MONDAY!!! WOOHOOO!!!! THANK GOD!!!! God answered my MSN nick!!! HOW COOL IS THAT?!?!?! He showed me that He's just RITE THERE beside me... showing me His almighty grace and amzing work!! PRAISE GOD!!! now... then.. i had a weekend to finish my J&DM assignment.. but i began to slack off... and procrastinate til sunday.... came back home from sunday service... then.. decided to call my mum and tell her abt the situation change... that the heat is getting on... and tt i wanna go schoolies at the end of the year... it started off rite.. she was surprised i called... but things started to change when i told her abt the situation.... say... u are overseas studying.... ur mum... nor ur dad... calls u when u dun call... u are always the one calling... when u called like... once in a PURPLE moon... and she's busy.. she doesnt put down her work and tok to u!!! she ask ur sister to tell u tt she's busy... and she got no time to tok... well.. wat is she busy with??? being the chairman of the condominium committee... she's has tons of work to attend to... BUT HEY... ur daughter from AUSTRALIA calls u to tok to u... cant u bare 10-15 mins??? nevermind.. its okie.... when u tell her that u wont be in brisbane on the date she intend to arrive with u sis... she ask u why u nv tell her earlier... as she as already brought the air ticket... well... who the hell buys ticket so early?? i mean.. u can book first... dun hv to pay first wat.... now tt she got a one year ticket... (coz she intend to stay for more than one mth... ) she's frustrated.. coz of the extra 500 bucks she has to pay.. if she ends up staying no more than a mth.... another thing... u are concern abt ur mum and sis... who are so used to slping in aircon rooms at nite... and the heat in brisbane is getting on everyone nerves at this time of the year ( HALOW... ITS ONLY OCTOBER... CAN U IMAGINE DECEMBER??). u told them u hav no aircon to offer... even in OCTOBER... now.. the heat goes up to 37 degrees.... u dunno abt DECEMBER.... and all she said was... why u nv say earlier... HALOW????? HOW THE FLIPPING THING U WILL KNOW HOWS THE TEMP LIKE IN DECEMBER.... besides.... u are so busy with assignments and the heat jus came on not long... as soon as u had a break and got the rite time to call them... u called!!! WTH!!!!! NEVERMIND.... she come and tell u things like.. "its not like i wanna go... its ur sis who wants to go thats why im going..." u know... LOOK... if u dowan to come for my graduation... then DUN.. nobody's pointing a knife/gun/sword/pistol/parang/chopper/etc etc etc at u to fly here!!! NEVERMIND.... then when she ask u "HOW..???" and u said "DUNNO HOW" .... she say things like.. "aiyah... dun go already lah...." she turn back to ur sis and tells her.. "eh... or... we dun go already la.. " then u heard ur sis behind whining... then she come back to u on the phone... and u said..." if can get the ticket refund.. then u all dun come lo..." she jolly well say... "ok lo... dowan to go already.." ............................................. and hang up the phone... withOUT even saying a bye....... OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCHHHHHHHHHHHHH which in the end... resulted in ur no mood to do ur assignment... in the end.. u still hv to sacrifise that 1%.... SHIT ASS..... if u knew.... u would hv onli called AFTER u bloody finish the 30% assignment... are all mums in the world like that??? or is it just MY mum........................................ [lEfT oUr pRiNtZ__*__sIlLyGiRl] at 6:12 pm
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