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background music (actually not really background la, its IN my ear, coz i using headphones wat.. haha.... not funny) : Weight of the world - Planetshakers
this time round.. im not going to intro the song to you, nor am i going to put up any lyrics... u wanna know more abt the song... ask ME!!! hahaha... not funny again. well... my eyes are like one-liner now... its like almost 4am in the morning.. i just finished my number EIGHT lecture of my PSYCHOLOGY AND HUMAN SEXUALITY class. Exam paper on Thrusday wat... wat to do.... mugg lo.... however, i got this song by this band from this fren. and it didnt stop playing til this time.... i mean.. it is still playing.... i was asked.. "have u ask Him to take the weight off ur shoulders??" it got me thinking.. thus the repeat mode on my player.... or actually... nah.... my windows media player is forever on repeat mode... and i was listening to this song once i got it from my fren and im just plain lazy to go change... hahahaha..... not funny yet again... anywayz.. either way.. it got me tinking.... i hav been so tired lately... emotionally... spiritually... physically.... i wanna cry everything out... but i cant..... and i know... once my tears dry... the problems are still going to be there... maybe its the exams stress.... maybe its the lack of slp.... maybe its the amount of information i have in my head... maybe its the frustration of having to pack and go back home... maybe its the indecision.. or rather decision i have to make.... maybe i just cant handle it.... maybe i just cant take it anymore..... maybe the tough cookie isnt that tough after all.... maybe its abt time i almost breakdown........ yes... i have to reach up to touch rock bottom..... as the song plays.... i ask Big daddy to take away the weight on my shoulders.... i ask Big daddy to take away that sadness from this heart of mine..... i ask Big daddy to take away anything that might be in the way of me getting closer to Him..... i ask Him to give me the strength to reach out... even to Him.... i ask Him to give me all His wisdom and grant me His grace in times like this.... i ask Big daddy to take my hand...... and i ask Big daddy to carry me..... [lEfT oUr pRiNtZ__*__sIlLyGiRl] at 3:48 am
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