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Monday, December 19, 2005

i typed... and i blogged... then guess wat.. my computer suddenly shuts down and everything's gone.... good!! i vented all my frustration out... and now its gone....

actually i said my sorrows out too....

and actually... i explained myself too.....

the things that happened these two days that made me uber upset....

u know that feeling when u feel like ur heart sinks... and u are abt to cry really really badly.... i was constantly feeling that after i blogged.... and shut my eyes... as soon as i open my eyes... the computer shuts down....

at the time of that heart sinking moments..... i was asking God to carry me thru these times... its hard... ans its uber tough.... maybe.. God's trying to tell me to erase everything off.... start a brand new day

i explained myself....

im sorry for being a bad daughter and a bad sister... i cant help it.... everytime i try to say something light hearted.. it jus doesnt come out.... in the end... it turns into frustration and irritation... i know.... but still i cant help it...

anywayz... yah.. IM SORRY....

but u cant blame everything on me.... my life is gone.... the life i hav been living for the past 10 months is gone... ROBBED away from me... from my hands... rite infront of my eyes... yes.. ROBBED.... litterally... and honesstly i feel that... its a strong word i know... but thats how i feel....

and nobody will understand how i feel... except for u God......

ive cried so many times... i hav tears abt to burst outta those eyes... i wanna cry my lung out... i wann cry everything out.... to God...

Lord... carry my still..... i wanna be in ur arms....


 [lEfT oUr pRiNtZ__*__sIlLyGiRl] at 12:27 am

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