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~~~~ P.H.E.W~~~~
finally..... two of my good friends are gone... ermm... now it sound as if i WAN them to be gone... NO LAH... DUHZ.... i so wish they can pack me into their luggage.. WAHAHAHAHA i tink... the hardest part was to see them off at the airport... TWO CONSECUTIVE days TOOOO DDDDEEEE AAAAIIIIRRRRR-PPPPPPOOOORRRRTTTT isnt a fun thing to do i guess... hahaha.... sad leh...... ='( *sobz* yeap.. AH MA SU and Kuey Soon Soon are officially gone.... gone to BRIISSSSSEEEE!!! sad... these couple of months of crazy times was of so much fun!! and not forgetting the times we spent studying for our exams last year and those trips here and there everywhere!! oh yah.. and not forgetting those times with the disappeared miss koh too.... now.. both are gone... im going to miss u two so much la!!!! assss... better come back quick hor... AEI!!! but then.. im going there in JULY!!! YYIIPPPEEEE!!!! time faster come...!!! haiz... ok la... dun tok abt u all liaoz.... <---- refering to AH MA SU and Kuey Soon Soon SO SO SO SO SO!!!! the time has come.. for me to lead worship tomolo!!!! firstly... IM NERVOUS!!!! secondly.... IM SCARED!!!! thirdly... IM NERVOUS!!! (ok... same as the first...) forthly.... IM NERVOUS!!!! ( ok.. same as first and third) Fifthly.... IM NERVOUS!!!! (ok.... same as first and third and forth..) OK!!! im getting way off..... i tink... the fact that tomolo's my first time leading worship is making me WWWAAAAAYYYY too nervous... this nervousness beats the first time i performed on stage... this nervousness beats the first time i danced on stage... this nervousness beats the first time i shared on stage... but all of this have one thing in common... its ALL MY FIRST TIME!!! haha.. no lah.... i mean.. yah.. they are all my first timeZ... but that wasnt wat i wanna say..... the one thing in common is... that all are all for God... i performed on stage for God... i danced on staged for God... i shared my life with the youth... for God... this time round... im leading God's children in worship... to worship His name and Him alone... nothing else matters... outta so many of my first timeZ... i know.. how everytime when i am weak.. His strength is magnify... i dunno how many more 'first timeZ" there are going to be... but i know... in every of my "first time" ... how He had carried me thru and in His hands... i think ive got the facts rite and in place... i just needa convince myself .... that i can do it... all i need to is to leave everything in His hands.... trust in Him... worship Him... i needa set my mind on the right path.... surrender myself to Him.... nothing else matters.... and worship Him with a rite heart.... Lord.... be with me .... PPPPLLLLLEEEEEAAAAASSSSSEEEEEE...???? *** IM SORRY FOR BEING SO CRANKY...... *** [lEfT oUr pRiNtZ__*__sIlLyGiRl] at 3:37 am
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