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so... here's a report of the first ever worship leading session ....
on that fateful friday... i was already damn nervous.... IM SERIOUS.... its like SICK TO THE STOMACH means sick to the stomach.... i can feel my whole body going wrong... not feeeling well... tummy upset.... i was already praying like mad.... honestly... i know... it doesnt matter if i hav a nice voice or not... it's not going to take a FANN-TASK-TIC band make sure this worship that IM leading wont go wrong... i have the songs thru my mind, the things i worries abt was that i wont be able to worship and worship lead at the same time.... funnny isnt it... there's so much more to leading worship...... in a way.. i have to lead.. i have to let the band know wat i want DURING worship... i have to be aware of wats going on.. i have to listen to the music... i have to heard myself so i wont go off... i have to ... most importantly ... worhsip God.... i have been practising and trying real hard to go thru the songs without going off key... or outta tune... or off beat or not being able to reach the note etc etc etc... it FELT like im going for a singin competition like that.... but then.. i know deep down.... ALL I NEED IS GOD.... ALL I NEED FOR THIS WORSHIP THAT IM LEADING, IS GOD'S PRESENCE TO BE THERE..... this is the list of songs i posted out to the band during the week 1. Jump around 2. With all i am 3. Til i see You 4. Faithful one :: during practise :: i was shivering a little... i still wasnt sure of EXACTLY wat i wan.... so derek helped me out quite abit... co ordinating the band and letting them know wat i wan... all went fine until we re-did the jump ard song coz the band was not sure and me, as the worship leader... i couldnt get the beat for the chorus part where it go "Everybody jump around in the house of God, HEY HEY JUMP AROUND" yah... that part... SERIOUS... each time we go thru the chorus... i just went off like crazy... off beat that is.... hahaha... i began to worry a lil.... then we carried on... and.. began the musicially UNCLINED person... i had difficulty getting the cue in... man... can u imagine... the worship leader not knowing when to come into the song..... PAI SEH ONE LEH....!!! so we re practise the JUMP AROUND song..... i went into the song going WWWAAAYYYYY OFFFF KEEEY... man.... then at the second verse... sash came ard and told me i am off... (-_-) okie... it wasnt the nicest thing to hear.. but im glad i was corrected... hehehe then... from that time til the start of worship... i kept repeating hititng the note that was suppose to be the note that i was to come in.... man..... wat an experience.... :: worship starts :: i know i was ambitious in choosing a new song.. a supposingly loud and fast and yesh.... JUMP AROUND song... but i like this song!!!! just not with the rite crowd ( or CULTURE in this sense) ... and i TINK i hit the rite note!!! =P i also took that step to sing jump around coz i wanna introduce this song to this crowd... i wanna tell everyone we should be excited abt God that we all jump ard!!! then come the slow songs... it was good... i felt good... i handled it pretty well i guess... and IM SO PROUD OF MYSELF!!! seriously... although i had to keep some pointers in mind (like, keeping time, make sure i dun go off, inform the band wat i wanna sing) i REALLY felt like i was worshipping God... just like how i'd worship when im there in the congregation. =) i know then... that all i need was to submit everything to Big Daddy and He will take care of the rest =) hehehe and HE DID!!! HE CARRIED ME THROUGH THE WORSHIP JUST LIKE ALL THE OTHER FIRST TIMEZ!!!! *YEAH!!!* :: review / feedback :: okie.. first of all.. ive wrote all the above as if i got no bad reviews... hahaha... at least i left like this la.... so anywayz... reason why is coz... IM SO PROUD OF MYSELF LO!! =) even though there are not so good feedbackz.. im still satisfied with myself... okie... pretty low expectations of myself eh??? hahaha but im really glad i even did it!!! ;) *WINKZ* OKIE... so here are the feedbackz... 1. not confident enough (hmmm how much it enough?!?! eh... first timer okie... hahaha excuses for myself!! =P ) 2. sometimes u sound abit flat... and pitchy 3. VERY ambitious first try (yeah... just becoz i chose that jump around song??!?!) 4. u dance and u sing??!?! very multi-talented!!! (awww.... u re being so nice) 5. u have a very nice sweet voice (awwww.... u are being so nice again) 6. i have been thinking abt that two songs that u sang for the past week and it has been on my heart, and when u started toking... i just felt so touched... (awww.... i tot i onli will get touched when OTHER people lead worship... u mean... I can do that too???!??) 7. *claps* u did great!! 8. *thumbs up* 9. just wanna encourage u. good job!!! =) 10. that was really good worship 11. can really feel God's presence 12. (uh hem... this is from pastor seaward himself...) sister Amy, u can lead worship next week as well (wwooooaaaa~~ from my very own pastor... and i tot when i chose that Jump around song... i was putting myself on the line =) as much as sometimes i might disagree with his tinking and the way he does things.... when something this encouraging came from him... it was a total moral boost!!!! *HUGE HUGE SMILE* HOWEVER.... i give Big Daddy all the credits for this worship....!!! ME...??? NAH... i wont be able to carry out a worship like that (having those kinda comments/feedbackz) =) it was ALL... i mean ALL Big Daddy's work. without Him nothing is possible... coz with Him... come on... lets say it altogether.... ALL THINGS ARRE POSSIBLE and yes.. i wanna thank all the musicianz , back up singers for ur support !!!! u guys rock!!! and baby.... thanx for believeing in me and backing me up and supporting me and encouraged me and prayed for me!!!! =) [lEfT oUr pRiNtZ__*__sIlLyGiRl] at 3:28 pm
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