|
*_aMy]]
*_dAvId SaShI]]
__* ~aLeX~ ]]
|
|
FEBURARY!!!!!! FEBURARY!!!???!!!!
that was the date of my last blog?!?! u gotta be kidding me... hahaha ok.. fast update of wat i did since... FEBURARY!!! i've been at IMH for FOUR week already... yeah... IMH... aka WOODBRIDGE.. aka HOUGANG CHALET.. aka the SIAO LANG KENG ok lah... but im not there coz i got some mental illness or OCD or depression or anything of that sort... and yes... I THANK GOD FOR THAT heeee anyway, im doing an attachment-ish thingy with HOUGANG CARE CENTER. its a psychiatric rehabilitation center for the recovering psychosis patients. its like a daycare thingy for the "members" (we dowan to stigmatised mental patients, thus we call them members/clients). SO, during the day they will hav programs to go to... i'm currently running a recovery program for them, doing dance therapy, and a problem solving support group. anywayz.. it is an interesting and challenging thing to do... but i look at my colleagues.... i tink i dowan to stay there as a staff la... the shit stuff they do... is horrible.... they do everything under the sun.. and i mean EVERYTHING. however, some times i help to sing for the staff devotion as well. which is good heeeee when i hav the time... i shall tell u abt this client who is kinda scaring me off lah..... anywayz... **** I wasnt at all pressurising you to part take the communion the other sunday.. i laid it on my hand to let YOU decide whether to part take or not... even til the very last min.. i had it there for u to take it if u want it... however, that's between u AND God.. there's was no way i can shaff it down ur throat.... the reason why i offered was not jus a spontanoeus thing to do then.. i didnt felt like tt any other communion sunday... however, that sunday morning was different... i felt that i had to ask u and push u alil... that's why i offered it to u... and laid it there, open it to you til the very last sec it was still open for offer.... i hav already explained to you why u can take it... u jus listen to ps Glen and i'm sure his words are God's words and obviously he was speaking in English coz i understood it. there's no reason why u cant part take of the communion without being baptised in water, since u hav already accepted God in your heart. regarding the procedure to getting water baptised... yes.. its scary... but like you said.. u have God in ur heart.. wats there to be scared abt... since ur God can keep u alive til now... since ur God can help u solve maths problems... since ur God can give u good results in ur tests... since ur God was there to comfort u all these while... what makes u tink that very same God cant take away any fear that u have...?? hav u tot maybe this fear is put in ur heart by the DEVIL?? the DEVIL will go all out to do ANYTHING to stop u from getting closer to God ... DEVIL can do anything like putting fear in ur heart... putting doubts in ur mind to stop u from obeying God's instructions of getting baptised... everyone's gotta go thru times when they are scared or afraid or weakness.. that's when we grow so much stronger after each time... how can u expect urself to grow stronger when u dun even go thru tough times?? life isnt about a bed full of roses ya know? i may sound harsh or wat ever you might think.. but thats the truth... and get that in ur head...!! and the reason why i asked u abt speaking in tongues wasnt becoz i doubt wat God can do in ur life... i'm just asking coz i havent heard u speakin tongues before and obviously the altar call was abt askin for the gift of speaking in tongues.. i jus wanna make sure that u know wat it means by SPEAKING in tongues.. the BIBLE said abt the PHYSICAL EVIDENCE of being filled with the holy ghost is by SPEAKIN in tongues.... since u dun seem to understand wat ps Glen said abt communion... i wasnt sure if u understand the scripture abt speaking in tongues... and i felt lead to ask u abt speaking in tongues... it doesnt mean "speaking" in ur heart.. it LITERALLY MEANT SPEAKING... saying OUT... i jus wanna make sure u know tt for sure.. and if not.. the altar is always there opened for u... if i felt the Spirit lead me to ask u.. both abt communion and speaking in tongues and i didnt... IM ACCOUNTABLE for it u know tt?? I WOULD BE ASKED why i did not explain to u when im not even sure if u understand wat's the true meaning behind it... if i didnt explain to u clearly abt wat the bible said... when i hav the knowledge... I WILL BE ACCOUNTABLE u know tt... ?? dun make it sound like im reprimanding u or anything... i'm teaching u.. passing the knowledge to u.... u hav to be teachable u know.... dun take watever i said or things that i teach u or tell u or let u know as scolding or watever u might think it is.... even if it is... I"M YOUR ELDER SISTER... besides mummy and daddy.. the one next up is me.. I'M RESPONSIBLE FOR YOU... that's MY responsibility as ur sister... so babe... take it lightly... im not here to tear u down or put u down in anyway... im just here to give u tt lil push and do watever i can to help u grow in the Lord.... so pls... all i'm asking for is for u to be a teachable person....**** [lEfT oUr pRiNtZ__*__sIlLyGiRl] at 1:30 am
Comments:
Post a Comment
|