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I was finally in your arms tonite....
after a long awaited week..... it might not be long for anyone else that i know.... but it felt like forever to me.... i called one night but ur phone was off... i really wanted to hear ur voice before i go to slp.... in the end.. i cried myself to sleep... not becoz i couldnt hear ur voice... but becoz i felt so lost.... i msged one nite asking if u wanna meet.... even if it was just for AWHILE... knowing that u had something at home... i still tried.... but i was slapped with a "Sorry i cant make it"... i couldnt accept the fact that i was slapped with "rejection" twice within one week... you werent there when i needed u to be.... you werent.... finally today came.... and i couldnt wait for time to knock off.... just to see you.... i know i havent been myself.... but i missed you all week.... but all of a sudden i couldnt be myself.... right in front of you.... i dun feel like myself at all when i'm infront of you.... i remembered.... last week when u held my hand as we cross the road.... that skip of my heart.... made me feel like i was holding ur hand for the first time.... i felt so loved.... and so blessed to be able to love.... today when i met u.... i cant find the rite thing to say... rite way to behave... rite place to look... where to put my hands.... it wasnt supposed to be like this.... .... until i held on to u tight and feel ur arms around me.... i just wan everything to be quiet... and no words said... to enjoy every min i have with you i dowan to let go.... but time didnt allow me to do so.... i'm pretty clear of the reason why i'm acting strange.... but i just have no idea why i am being so strange...... Dont ask.... i really dowan to tok abt it.... at least for now.... [lEfT oUr pRiNtZ__*__sIlLyGiRl] at 4:17 am
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