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Yesterday's fellowship with colleagues watching Spiderman 3 AGAIN: $18
Tonite's fellowship with lecturer and classmates eating supper at Geylang: $50 (parking fine) Sms/Friendster comments/tags from my dearest friends: PRICELESS I even got an sms from BRISSY - YESH AUSTRALIA! Ben Chua sent an sms to cheer me up! I was so touched =) and people like Samantha, who faithfully sms me EVERYDAY! sorry girl, I was kinda busy and caught up with things to reply you....! still love me??? heh heh heh =P and people like Gid, Shuai and Miah (lil evil genius!)! sending me lil notes to cheer me up... Boy was I really REALLY touched. and it didnt fail to make me smile. =) Max Lucado said in his book: "You'll never know that Jesus is all you need until Jesus is all you have. Find refuge in God's presence. Find comfort in His people." My dear brothers and sisters in christ were the people I found my comfort in. although I know that ultimately, it is still God whom I need. But God send these angels to make my worse days not as tough to handle.. Thank you peeps and thank you God... I love them, and I love You Tonite's lesson and supper made me think awhole lot of stuff regarding to what I am going thru. I failed to see my situations thru the Creator's eyes and I failed to leave my situations in God's hands. I failed to display a God-staturated mind. I had to deal with a lot of frustrations from church, work, home and school. practically every aspects in my life right now. ultimately, the question I have to always ask myself and check myself is that "Who am I doin it for?" --------------------------------------------------------------- Why is everyting crumbling down on me at the same time? "Good! That means you are going in the right path." were the words that were ringing thru my head the whole nite, after my lecturer said that to me. I love my lecturer, he's always sayin things that made me think wad I'd not think before. At first I tot, HA...! you are just laughing at my misery... maybe because I am a Liverpool fan and u a Man U fan. but then I was wrong.... I must have been doing something right that these are happening. the frustrations I hv to handle, the questions I want answers to, sashi gone... I began to realised what these tots were for... whether these trials are from the devil or God, it doesnt really matter... I see them as a learnin process. I am not in ministry now and I can afford to make the mistakes, and learn from them. I dowan to face these challenges and not know how to deal with them and then crumble into deep pit when I am IN ministry, that, I cant afford. It's a learnin process now, and I am praying for God's grace to be in this season of my life that I'd pull thru it with God's help, in God's embrace, by God's strength. there's serious business to settle... So yes, I am in the RIGHT path. I am convinced this is what I have to go thru before going to the next level with God. It's going to be REAL tough. But as long as I am a willing vessel for Him to use, He'd bring me thru in His arms, by His strength and with His grace. .....Total surrender..... [lEfT oUr pRiNtZ__*__sIlLyGiRl] at 3:41 am
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